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I cant believe is said "maybe I miss you" so freakin' stupid of me, and hated coz she didnt react at all, did she really felt something before? or was she just playing around? I hate to think she did play..damn how could she..I shouldnt let feeling get invoved maybe two of us could still be playing with each other. But its not my type and not my kind to do so. I kiss a girl coz I like her and coz I feel something about her. I dont kiss any girl just for the pleasure of it..But it makes me think i would..Anyways change topic..mmm its really hard..Ey guys check out the movie series Heroes so fun and so entertaining you would not want to miss an episode and I bet you would not stop too hehe.. Hiro Nakamura is so funny... k.. till then..

No one in particular

Me and some classmates went on karaoke after class yesterday, it was fun. We spent 3 hours singing and eating and drinking. It was kinda different too coz the last time we went me and "her" was a couple hehehe..but yesterday there was nothing although she was still sweet I still can see that in her. But anyways,,It was fine.. we were all friends and I think its better this way. So again after 3 hours I drove her home and that's it.. she was talking about getting depress just by looking others happy.. sounds weird to me but i don't know what shes really thinking or what she really wants., shes keeps saying shes not happy.. but all I can think of she wants a different kind of happiness something that don't last for a life time.. something you can buy..well I cant blame her, maybe shes just like that... later that same night I want out with Patrick and his friends had 2 more bottles of beer. Too bad we weren't able to to see Parokya ..hehehe my favorite band .

my X

Hi, my Xbox is not working, it really sucks coz I spend a lot have that..and I dont even know where to bring it and let it fix. I hope in manila there is,.aside from that the dvd drive in my laptop is also not working..hmmm I cant do anything I have to take my laptop to the doctor for a check up.. hehehe.. I just hope it wont be so expensive if ever there is something I need to change a parts or something. Anyway my day was just okay. I went to school and listen to out prefessor talk., shes nice I like her way of teaching its kind of spoon feeding but i dont care, it works for me,. If you notice im not talking about her huh? which from my past blogs it was all about her.. well im trying my best not to think about her. But darn i just did think about her as I wrote this..nevermind...I wasnt able to pay tennis this week..my class now is everyday. I need to think of ways on how to get myself to exersice. Okay I have to sleep now so goodnight..

What is happening?

Today.. was a regular day nothing special happened, I didn't have class coz our teacher was out of town, so i had the chance to play tennis with Patrick. I need something to keep my mind away from one thing. Anyway I was not feeling very well while we were playing, maybe coz I was just recovering from an LBM, I ate something 3 days ago, I don't even know what food caused it coz iI ate a lot of different kind of things. Well at least right now I'm feeling so much better..Yesterday in class I was feeling so much weird, not sitting with her and all..then going home I cant help and asked her if shes coming with me, she said yes..maybe just for respect or something I'm not sure, I don't know what to do honestly..anyway I hope these are all for the better of me. Like they say things happen for a reason. I hope its a good reason ,. I miss some of my old friends, I miss some of the people or should i say strangers back in USA. hehe.. Ey right now I'm trying to compress some movies? coz i want to burn bunch of films in one DVD hehe..sounds like ? piracy? hehe

Was it just a Dream?

Was it just a dream? hmmm i was thinking if everything was just a dream and one day i will wake up from all this..and life is so perfect. hmm sounds good huh? well honestly..answering my own question.. it was not a dream, it was so damn real and so damn true,.You might be wondering why im feeling kinda not so good.. do you want to know why? .. coz shes in manila right now.. i dont know what shes up to right now, but whatever that is, i sure dont have the right to mind about it.. i dont even want to mind her anymore , I just cant help to think about her,. i want to forget her right now, coz actually i have nothing for her.. in my mind i dont want her anymore, but my heart feels another thing.. i miss her a lot.. at the same time i hate to think that still am.. and maybe shes not..On monday class will start.. and i will see her in class, I just hope I will feel good seeing her around.. damn why did I get into such a mess.!..k goodluck to me, i have to stop writing about her coz the more I write the more i miss her.. and i dont want that anymore. k bye.. till next...

hi.. today i just went to school to enrolling myself..and yah.. i also enrolled for her..hehe,,she asked for help, and what can i do right? And yah i admit i love helping her., anyway im done with everything im good to go for next week. Back to School again uniforms and all. ey i dont have that much time to write about anything right now.. i will try later hehehe.. sorry